For the kind of sorrow God wants us to experience leads us away from sin and results in salvation. There’s no regret for that kind of sorrow. But worldly sorrow which lacks repentance, results in spiritual death. Just see what this godly sorrow produced in you! Such earnestness, such concern to clear yourselves, such indignation, such alarm, such longing to see me, such zeal, and such readiness to punish wrong. You showed that you have done everything necessary to make things right. My purpose then was not to write about who did the wrong or who was wronged. I wrote to you so you could see for yourselves how loyal you are to us. We have been greatly encouraged by this. 2 Corinthians 7:10-13
Satan wants to use every means possible to distract us. He wants to keep us from following Jesus and accomplishing the will of the Father. He not only uses our sin, but uses the fear of our sin to paralyze us so we can’t fully serve Him. What God showed me through this passage is that the attitude of my heart carries the weight of my motives. Even when the sin nature is present, the heart can be pure because of the Holy Spirit in us. If an idea to do something out of service to God originates with the desire to help others see Jesus, then it’s most likely from God. The voice of sin and pride may come later which may be Satan seeking entrapment, but we should walk in confidence, free from the bondage of sin, knowing our motives are pure when our original and only desire is to promote truth and to follow Christ.
With that said, I recently started a new bible study called the “Sermon on the Mount” by Jenn Wilkin. During the reading of the passage in Matthew, I came across my favorite childhood verse. You are the salt of the earth. But what good is salt if it has lost its flavor? Can you make it salty again? It will be thrown out and trampled underfoot by men. Matthew 5:13 At first I chuckled a little that this was my favorite childhood verse. It seemed an odd choice for a kid with the underfoot trampling part. I can’t imagine reading this as an eight-year-old and thinking “YES! Favorite verse!!!” but I tend to go against the flow and did so even a child. This was what I chose then, but now, nearly thirty years later it makes sense. In the study, Wilkin concentrates on the preservative property of salt, but I see an emphasis on how salt provides flavor. For so long I’ve wasted my time just being a Christian without understanding what it meant to live as one. My fear of pride and a host of many other sins shackled me from living out my faith as God intended. I have evidence of the Holy Spirit living in me from a young age, but having it and living it are very different. One fear was having too many eyes on me and how that could make me stumble, but we cannot allow the fear of our sin to prevent us from living our faith and accomplishing His will. On the contrary, we should not live as the Pharisees and season the earth to promote our own righteous living. Mathew 5:20 says "For I tell you, unless your righteousness exceeds that of the pharisees, you will not enter the kingdom of heaven." We must find a balance. When we add salt to our food it enhances the flavor of the food in order that we know the flavor of the food. We should not taste the salt, but the presence of the salt helps us taste the food. As believers, we are to live in such a way that those around us can taste the goodness of our Father who sent his Son to die for us. We should neither be tasteless nor salty. We should only be salt so they may know Him.
I’m on a rotation teaching a 1st and 2nd grade bible study class and Sunday was my day to teach. When I picked up the curriculum this week the next lesson was entitled “Jesus Wants Us to be Salt and Light.” (This is what I meant by God showing up, or showing off is more like it. He does it ALL the time. He makes me double over laughing, weep uncontrollably, and sometimes role my eyes similarly to how I respond to my husband’s antics. God is a perfect mess, if that’s possible.) Matthew 5:14 says “You are the light of the world-like a city on a hilltop that cannot be hidden. No one lights a lamp and then puts it under a basket. Instead a lamp is placed on a stand, where it gives light to the house.” The main tag line for the lesson was “help people see Jesus.” To exemplify this, we did an activity with a flashlight and coffee filters. The kids gave me ideas of negative behaviors or attitudes that might cause our light to dim or go out. For each example I placed a filter over the flashlight. It occurred to me in the moment that the point of our light is not just to shine, but to shine ON JESUS. So, I looked around and found a picture of baby Jesus on the wall and did the activity with the filters while shining the light on Him. This showed the kids how when our light goes dim people are not able to see Jesus. 2 Corinthians 4:5-7 says, “You see, we don’t go around preaching about ourselves. We preach that Jesus Christ is Lord, and we ourselves are your servants for Jesus’ sake. For God who said, “Let there be light in the darkness,” has made his light shine in our hearts so we could know the glory of God that is seen in the face of Jesus Christ.” Our lights should not shine so people can see us or anything else. Again, we must strike a balance. We should neither be hidden nor shine on ourselves. We should only be a light that shines on Him.
We witness trials and difficulties in our own lives and in the lives of others all around us. It’s everywhere. Spiritual war rages from our computer screens to our living rooms; from homeschool co-ops to public school classrooms; and from corporate offices to worship centers. It doesn’t matter where you go or how you live your life, thick darkness consumes the atmosphere and we’re all groping for the switch plate. Unfortunately, there are many switch plates within reach, but only one source of light. We flip on the switch of social justice, economy, education, doctrine, religion, or selfish ambition, yet still stand in a black room unable to see. We paw and scrape at the wall looking with hope, but nothing we find eliminates the darkness. The source of light cannot be found with outstretched arms. Until we stop grasping in the dark and fall to our knees in sheer desperation, we have no hope for sight. It is only when we give up and fall at the feet of Jesus that His light begins to appear, but the light is not to remain in the distance. Jesus wants US to be His light in the darkness of the world, but we can only do so with hearts abandoned to His will. Matthew 5:16 says, “…let your good deeds shine out for all to see, so that everyone will praise your heavenly Father.” Our light exists mainly to shine on Jesus for all to see Him so that when the Holy Spirit moves on them to repentance they will see His glory, accept His grace, and follow Him.
Taste and See that the Lord is good. Oh, the joys of those who take refuge in him! Psalm 34:8